You're my world (39) However, telling her this part of the story is hard for me. Should I just suck it up and tell her about it, maybe it would make me feel better, after all, a problem shared is half-solved. I couldn't mount up the courage to call her name, I was so weak inside, I was very weak that I could hardly speak. It looks like everything is shattered for real, I wanted him so bad...Still, he couldn't fight for us, he was ashamed to speak for us. He didn't even run to me when I took my leave. I was disillusioned, he didn't love me like I thought, maybe he never loved me at all, maybe all this was just a dream. I checked my screen again to check if I had any call from him. I fell in love with him so fast, we rushed things, it happened so fast and it ended even faster, faster than I thought. I called Sandra on top of my voice,